Hi, and thank you so much for all your positive replies; I believe I am slowly learning many things about who I am, almost by accident. When I look back on my life and many times I remember; this many sound strange, when I tried, I kind of failed and failed again. Yes, I wholeheartedly agree that mistakes are a necessity for life; but my failures kept appearing, until recently I decided to stop ‘trying’, yes I still make mistakes, but they appear to happen on a less consistent level. When I do not try or not think too much/hard, my senses seem to be more attune, reactions become more fluid and free; it is very difficult to explain. I’m trying to balance my analytical-self with the spiritual and moral soul that I have found.

Thank you Karin, Nerdy Creator, The Awakening for you assistance and recommendations on reading materials. I have actually been thinking about joining this forum for a while, and it is nice to hear like minds. It is nice to be not alone with views that do not fit with in baying masses.

Thank you.

David