Dear mark,

U are right in understanding me of being in fully committed relationship where I will find what I am looking for. For the questions you asked, I have always wanted to live a loving life. Few years back I use to dream of having a good life with a loving family, a loving husband and a cute baby who will make our family complete. Now, if I think, I find myself don’t wanting a kid because that will stop me from going out and enjoying my freedom. I will loose all the attention that I get new From outside world other than my husband.romance will be no more. I am stuck here and can’t think of life after 10 years. I want to get rid of this feeling. Our families are very conservative. All my thoughts are criminal thoughts in such a conservative family. But I am helpless. I want to get rid of these thoughts and live a normal life. M I expecting much more from life? I sometimes feel like giving up and die. I am feeling stuck.