Hi Sapnap,\

I have been thru the same thing. My ex online lover of one year left me in May. All the promises, all the loving words… lost in the echo. I cried and cried. It hurt so much. What really made me mad however, is that he DECIDED that it was over. He DECIDED. Not me, So since he was in control of saying goodbye and he never replied to my emails that I had sent him. So I decided that I was going to be in control of my feelings. However, taking a step back I see I was in denial for the last 2 months of our relationship. In any case, it was very hard. Time was the only remedy. I listened to music, heavy metal I’m afraid, not the nice sweet music. I cried for a whole week, going to work was hard. Being rejected is so hard when you still love the person. Now it has been 5 months. I can say that I am better. I talk online with other guys, nice to hear really nice comments and compliments so I don’t feel like I was a loser. I am now in control and will probably never fall in love with someone on line. My decision, Im in control. I hope you will be able to now feel better and let him go. Your life is waiting for you, when one door closes, another is opening. Stop pinning for him, he is really not worth it. Take care Sapnap.