Dear Anita
Thank you for your reply.  I really really appreciated.
Here is my letter to him.
I’m sorry that I broke your trust in that way.  I do care and respect you.
I really do not know how to express how I feel.
I do care and he is my treasure.  I would like to have a chance to re-build our relationship again.  I’m not saying “forget about all”.  I just do not walk away from this.  I do not want to close my chapter with him.
I really do not know how to write him.
I understand that and you are right about friends trust friends…..
Even though he won’t trust me, I still believe him that he won’t take my belongs and money.  (which I told you that missing my belongs and money.)
I wish you are here and I could talk you.