I understand how you feel.I am also having a very tough time letting go of someone and what happened.Some days I wake up ok,other days totally hopeless,lethargic and cant face the prospect of another day.It was horrible today!!!! Other days I am so angry and hurt. I never ever felt pain like this before EVER especially when it comes to someone I thought was a good friend.It hard letting go of someone from your past that was in my life so long and there if I needed someone to talk to now I cant anymore. He hurt me real bad…..