Thank you all for taking the time to read and reply. Hearing different opinions has certainly made me look at things from a different point of view. I feel I should clarify as I didn’t come across very well. I adore my dad. He has been with my mother since I was two. The fact he chose us is very special, he really is a wonderful man. Unfortunately my love for him stops me from asking questions through fear of hurting him. I don’t know that I would want any relationship with by biological father but I have so many questions. Do I have any of his features etc. I suppose I would just like to close that chapter of my life. I shall heed your advice and seek guidance. I definitely feel speaking to someone and working through my issues would help! Thank you all again, you’ve opened my eyes from my tunnel vision!