Listen to your gut and slow down…you are not a robot.
One of the most important things to remember as a mental health professional is self-care or you will burn out. I don’t think you have to reassess your dream, I just think you need some balance – it’s tough. I had a similar struggle in grad school (I am a clinical social worker) – this is one of the lessons you need to learn…it will all be good and work out…it might also be helpful to seek some additional support to work through your feelings of failure and weakness…