Thank you for the replies. Coconut and Michael. I can try to do healthier things for myself but then I feel like I am just trying to trick myself which doesn’t feel good. Lately the closest things I like are walking and sleeping because they don’t require me to buy or consume anything. It just seems like everything takes money… and I can’t seem to get hired into a good job that I like. I don’t even know where to look because I don’t know what I like anymore besides things that don’t cost anything…