I think what you wrote is completely right. But my emotions and feelings are so strong for her that I am not able to let go of her. Last night only I was feeling very anxious when I couldn’t talk to her . My mind is so stuck on her that I can’t think properly and all my heart keeps saying that it will be better and she will turn around. My insecurity is also increasing day by day. I don’t want to control her but at the same time I want to control the things that she is doing. I don’t want to give up on her b ut the practical thing is to let go of her and this relationship.

Thank You for words on this Anita. Kindly help me sort this out a little more.