Thank you!

thank you anita, it truly helps

Hi anita,

if I said the truth but without showing solid evidence, they perhaps will still doubt it. And, the person who made fun of me, from I observed, has a hard time to know what things she can or can’t say in public. Every time when I saw this person sat around with other people (who also know me), I hoped she wouldn’t say anything about me or related to that topic. One thing I concern the most is what’s called “rumor” because I know how this can harm people if the situation is not under my control.
I only told the truth to five people, two of them are not even around here(I texted them), one of them is a counselor but she cannot say out the things I told her because of her job’s requirement. The rest two one is my friend but she also has an introvert personality and talks less than I do. Another one is my friend as well, but English is not her first language as well and I don’t think she wants to involve in this. So there’re not many people who can support me in this.

One of my risks of remaining silent is that this person perhaps would bring this topic up again. And, all other people who actually don’t know the truth perhaps would still think that I was the one who in that situation “don’t know the truth” (This one is more bearable but I feel more uncomfortable when that person sometimes brings up this topic)
Everything was fine until this person brought up this topic. And I meet these people every day.