Thank you for all your reply. In one way I consider myself lucky. But on the other way I gave that guy three years of my life. I did my everything for him. And I know he loved me a lot. We were both having good job, good life. The only mistake was going back. Whatever his dad did, he will pay in this life itself. But me am worried going back to Canada again start a life alone. Because that guy was like my right hand there, always there for each other. We were already living like a couple. I depended so much on him and he on me. He was my world there. Now I am scared of coping alone. I am scared of not falling in love and trusting anyone anymore. The most hurting part is he did not even talk to me properly to end it. I did not even get a closure. So I really don’t know what he is feeling or going on in his mind. That is what is hurting me. Ending 3 year relationship through phone and that too through text and then blocking me everywhere.