Kaelah –

Thank you for replying 🙂 Sorry it took me so long to get back to the post. I’ve been working and I’ve had a busy weekend.
I think I need to think on it some more. Get away from everyone and just have some time for me. I don’t have much of that because I work and then most of my free time is spent with him. I really feel that I need to worry about me more and focus on myself. It’s just hard to break things off with someone especially when you’re not 100% positive it’s what you want.
I really relate to the losing myself part because I feel that I have no time or space to think about me and do the things I want to do. Lately I’ve been taking more control and doing things I want. Like art and drawing, and today I took my first yoga class.
Thank you so much for your advice and help. I know I need to love myself and am trying 🙂

Namaste ♥

Matt –

Thank you for replying! I realize the relationship shouldn’t feel like this. That is why I’m trying to make a change. I do need to know myself better. I am young and it wasn’t exactly in my plans to become engaged. It was the situation, by the way, because it was in front of his family and our friends. I do not think I am co-dependent, but maybe I am. My mother is so I haven’t exactly had an example of independence.
I need some time to myself, that much is 100% clear to me. I need to self-nurture and find myself. I definitely think I lost myself in the relationship and that isn’t what I want.
Thank you for your kind words and help, I truly appreciate it.

Namaste!

Nicole