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    wingedmind
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    Yes perhaps that would be helpful. Also I’d like to point out that I fantasize not actually do those things. And I ruminate on it.
    I also noticed that I’m very conscious of who is looking at me. I feel bad when no one glances at me. I have this need to feel desired. I know this isn’t right but I have been doing that since I was a kid. I often get attached to guys who are even jerks, but they make me feel this way. And if they possess a specific set of features, I start obsessing over guys who look similar. In reality, I know that I don’t have a type because the people who I ever really connect with on a deeper level, were unexpected. And as I obsess, it just doesn’t feel right. I know it isn’t right.

    for my parents, my dad was gone for three years when I was 10. After he got out, he persisted to work jobs that invovled being away from home. My mom was also a full time working parent and I would always be at the baby sitter or left home alone. I’m also an only child.

    #99218
    wingedmind
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    He actually asked if he could kiss me a couple of days ago. -__-
    I said no! lol…we’re just friends. But I think that you are right about not automatically running away. The only risk that I can think of is attempting to keep me on the back burner even though we’re friends. :\ Like he makes me believe we’re friends when really I’m being used for a potential back up in case everything goes wrong. I don’t know if that makes sense but some shit like that. I know, very pessimistic..but what if that did happen? How do I react to that?

    #99217
    wingedmind
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    Thanks everyone for your input. 🙂

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