I’m generally calmer. But all things happening against me have made me a failure even if I keep my cool. That hurts the most to me. No matter whatever I’m trying, I feel I’ve been destined for much less. I’ve been destined to not succeed. Why should I act like trying(I’m not asking this because I’m angry rather deeply trying to learn why should I try?), when I can’t try with 100% of how I could try due to situations that I keep facing?