Thank you for the reply ! Yeah i understand that. Ive been sober since December and have lived in this New city since January. In the clean and sober house. And no she doesnt live in this city. She lives about 45 minutes away. I don’t go to meeting anymore honestly, and I do have social support in the house but also everybody kind of does there own thing. She says she’s still in love with me, and will always love me. She would always reply too messages and answer my calls. Honestly, sends alot of mixed signals. Ive realized that me trying too talk too her all day everyday wont make anything better and will surely just make me look desperate. So this is day 2 of not reaching out too her . I’m hoping either it will let me heal, or let her realize people do change and grow up .

But yes, socialization is a big thing that I need, I guess I have problems opening up too people