And i had a emotional breakdown yet again for i dunno how many times now. I really have so many things to concentrate yet i go back to this black hole. I stopped talking to him only for a week . i cant after that i went back.. yes i did.. now today i had a day long cyber fight.. i dunno how long its gonna last.. i think my life will be ruined by this habit. I dunno how to come out of it. Anita Please help! I will do whatever u ask me to just to get my happy self back… this constant thinking is changing me into somebody else. I actually had a hysteric incident at my home where i was throwing stuff and hurting myself. Too much stuff built up in my mind.. What should i share here so that somebody can help me … please