Thanks about the remarks about clonazepam – I’m doing the treatment with a psychiatrist so we are cutting it in about a month and see how it goes 🙂

There’s something I’d be interested in hearing your point of view.

My relationship with my mom has been rough once again. Because yes she has been trying to help me but then she says I’m not grateful, and that I’m selfish, and she complains because my mood swings (irritability is something that sometimes I can’t really control).

Honestly, as a mom, shouldn’t she be helping me without expecting anything back? Sometimes I prefer that she doesn’t do anything at all instead of hearing all this burden.

Anita, I’m not selfish at all. It’s very much the contrary. For all of my life, I hardly ever put myself as a priority. I’m just learning that now.

I should also add that my mom left us because she believes she is in her ”spiritual path”, that she found herself in yoga (I shall remind you that she’d rather have taken a yoga class instead of taking care of me sick with a bad infection in the hospital) and living in this house no longer fulfills her- and I’ve done yoga for over 4 years, I’m well aware of what an actual spiritual path is and it does not involve expecting things in return. My brother is full of issues as well- honestly mentally I’m sure he’s doing a lot worse than I am – and she’s pretty much neglecting him. It hurts me to see what she is (not) doing to him. Not to mention my dad but then this is something else.

Inputs always welcome 🙂