Hi Anita,
In real life i don’t have any problems at all.. not like this at least.. I diverted lot of my focus to gardening.. i have started growing lot of plants in my roof. I run a business and i am pretty busy with it.. When this guy pings me in the morning I would be pretty damn busy but somehow i stop all that and talk to him.. Yea it is addictive.. I dunno why.. I clearly wanna come out of it.. I feel ashamed of not being in control of myself.. I know im a non assertive person.. But i had come across situations where my Ex came back to me after marriage saying that he cant forget me blah blah i was able to say a hard NO right to his face but now i dunno where that guts went.. I fight with this guy but i go back.. or he doesn’t take me seriously at all he pings the very next morning. I started doing this for fun.. i know this guy was lying and stuff but later somehow it became addictive. I started caring too much for him. its like im stuck in a loop. Its like a whole day had now reduced into 1-1.5 hours of talk. but i don’t like this also.. this is not good for me or my life..