Anita,

I promise you I’ll be more attentive in the future to what am posting here and what I want form it. Either this or that.

But if you still have anything that you wonder in these before messages please go ahead and ask, I can not leave you with the wrong message here!

Believe me for people with bipolar disorder it is not that easy at all, some times you are too overwhelmed with thoughts that you actually are thinking of nothing, it is like a beehive in your head, I can not find someone who had been able to explain how the mind of a person suffering of bipolar disorder other than Marya Hornbacher and he Times bestseller book “Madness:a bipolar life”, I really thought I was never gonna find someone who could put it as simple as he, You can check her book intro, it’s free on Google books, and it can give you a glimpse.

What if I told that my mom her self suffered from child abuse, domestic abuse, and she was a working women, who bared all that and still stayed married to our dad just for our sake, I really believe she also abused her self there.
What if I told you that my dad was an orphan who had to work summers since he was 8 to cover his expenses and education, a war veteran and an advocate, and kept working till he got his brain stroke.
What if I told you, that my dad was the best friend of my uncle, who is my mothers brother, and that he had spent most of his childhood in that home full of domestic abuse.
What if, and what if, people are not born abusers they are raised like one, and yet we have the advantages of our generation and knowledge to face our pain. They lived in the dark ages when the radio was a mesmerizing invention!
If you want to know some one, you have to know where is he coming from, not where he went?!