Anita,

Then I guess it’s natural. I feel like one day I’ll have that reckoning I long for. Hrs my that I want to hurt her. I feel like I’m owed something for what I’m enduring. And for how everything ended with what she said to me during the relationship.

Anita, thanks so much for the help. Personally I feel like I’ve made gains. I’ve stayed away from this site and s few other forums to stop talking about everything because it was bringing me down I felt. I’ll continue to post for a while. Just to update with therapy and things.

Andy