@Maria
Thanks for the reply
Actually, my problem gets more twisted. I got over the fact that she has married someone else because I think, after all she wasn’t forced to marry him and she is happy with him also.
This incident happened on 6 August 2015, I called her a few days later, she just asked me to start a new life, focus on my studies, and I just congratulated her for her marriage. And ofcourse few days later her number got changed. But still my mind is fixated with that event asking me again Why?, because of which I’m unable to study. Also from another side my mind asks me to study hard so I can reach my goals, I’m caught in a loop where I just sit cursing myself, for letting myself, my friends & my parents down & I can’t even share this with anybody. I was a brilliant hard working student , everything was good but now I’m nothing.