I dont understand how people can come in and out of each others lives so easily – im still like why didnt he want to try and work it out he said i did things that i cant remember like call his mom – i threatened him – but not to justify I have heard people argue like this and move on or not take things so literal – I just dont get why he is taking everything i did so literal and not aknowledging the fact that I was completely out of sorts why did he let me drink so much and then take me to the bar why did he let me drive down a canyon mountain road beligerant i know it doesnt help but i feel like maybe he never even cared for me .