When he wrote “miss you” I thought we were finally going somewhere… that he actually felt something more than friendship towards me. So I tried to make him tell me more and what he told me afterwards made me see that I was overthinking everything. I was impatient and embarrassed about what I said. So I did what I’m best at – tried to run away. Told him I will end my contact with him + some inappropriate dramatic thoughts about my feelings. And now after I had a few days to think about it I feel even more ashamed.