Hi anita,

i had an emotional experience once. A few years ago, i was playing this mobile game and i happen to come across this girl. From there on, we had become best friends. More information about her : She was roughly the same age as me, and she live on the opposite side of the world ( US ) . Despite the timezone difference, we will still find time to chat everyday.

Slowly, problems started to develop. I became more clingy to her, and she didn’t like it. It was probably because i fell in love. However, she doesn’t feel the same.. I became very toxic, becoming angry and jealous at the slightest things. This really pissed her off. Numerous times, she blocked and unblocked me because of this.

Whenever she blocked me, i would text the other friends whom we met through the game ( they are all from different countries ) , many found me crazy and blocked me too. There were some that tried to help me, and they also warned me about my behaviors. I failed to heed them.

Only after almost close to 2 years do i realize that i am the problem in our friendship. I stopped contacting her because i can bring myself to give her any more problems. Approximately 2 months later, she sent me an text message, saying something along the lines of ” chris, maybe we should be friends again , if you want to, reply me ” , and i didn’t .. That was close to 2 years ago, now i really regretted it

She was the only best friend i ever had. But i was toxic, angry and jealous over silly stuff, which drove a wedge into our friendship. , i have no real hope of ever finding her again, i do not have her number anymore..