Hi Elletinker,

I just read your post now, even though it is from a while ago, and still wanted to reply something, but don’t really know what to say to your post.
Just want to let you know that I have read it, and sympathise with you, for being so tired. It can be hard to find your balance again after some difficult happenings, when you are working so much.
You write very clearly and neutral about the dear friend that you lost, and you probably knew it a while in advance. But in the meantime, there are probably a lot of emotions underneath that maybe need some more space to get out, than what is possible at the moment. I find it very hard, to keep all of this in, and not having the space.

Myself, I have barely no friends because of difficulties with that, so when I read what you write about your friendship, my feeling is very double. Such a loss, of such a loving friend. At the other hand, how lucky you are to have had such a good and loving friend. He certainly made your life a lot richer and it is nice to read how grateful you are for that. I think that I would love to have a good friend like that. But, it must be hard to lose somebody like that. My condoleances.
I hope that on the long term, when the grief has passed a little bit, that the gratitude and happiness you had with him, will take the upper hand. I think they will, they way you write about it.
I am also wondering, this post is from 2 months ago, that is very recently about something like that, how are you doing now?

Glad to hear that the Russian girl is moving out. I remember you writing about her a few months ago, and she was already driving you crazy then. So, good that you get some space again, hopefully somebody nicer moved in and you got rest back.
I remember an other post where you wrote that you are very sensitive for other people’s energy, so I imagine she caused you a lot of stress with all her craziness? It might take some time for you to get back to a more peaceful state of mind, or was that easy, once she moved out?

Anyway, I wish you well and hope you are having some balance.
Take care.

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