Hey there nsuri,
Frankly I’m having difficulty understanding your situation as well. It looks as if meeting women ( online or in person) is not an issue for you. I will say that after reading your posts, there is something inside of you that is holding you back from developing relationships. Whether it is the frustration or comparing game. While human beings do in fact want love and I understand where Anita is coming from, desperate and love/relationships are not a good mix, not to mention for your mindset. Instead just continue your life lessening the “need” for a relationship and just want it. Make sure if anyone asks about your limp, use humor to your advantage and a great girl will notice this and may want to know you better. Hope that helped and all the best to you.
Thank you and take care.
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