Dear ican2:

I am glad you posted! You tried researching, you wrote, what was wrong with you, why you compare yourself to others, unfavorably, why you feel you are not good enough for someone to want to be in a relationship with you. You figure maybe it has to do with the fact that you didn’t have your father growing up.

For further insight, and I would like to help you with your quest for insight and understanding, will you share here:

What was your experience as a child with your father?

And with your mother?

anita