I’m not sure I was angry with him, as much as I was frustrated. And what do I do now?? I can examine the thought process regarding my parents, but it doesn’t seem like the analogy is what is happening with me. Any other thoughts? Should I call him? Should I try to sit with my decision, the fifth time, and realize this is never going to work? Is it me? Are we just not compatible? I’m feeling so anxious over this whole thing and doubting myself.