Dear Jessica:

It is confusing to me too. It reads to me like a love story, still. A love story dipped in some denial- denying it is a relationship, denying it is love. Maybe I am a romantic after all but it seems this way to me.

So you are happy with him, you wrote, happy and confused. The title of your thread is “Why am I so lost?”

Can you re-state the problem you are having, or problems regarding this relationship? As in

My problems in this relationship are:
1.
2.
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anita