Kind of getting the feeling that she may be where I was for so many years, with the difference that she had a live-in significant other for a few months. Her prior partners remind me of comments about some people latching on to whatever happens to pass by. Still don’t understand her, especially when so many others were suggesting yes to her.

But, now have to focus on moving forward myself. Need to forget about her, but need to focus on retaining what so learned.

Still trying to figure out if the whole thing is really worth it to go through again. Yes, it was an amazing feeling unlike anything I have experienced before, but the amount of time involved and the lack of certainty cause concerns. If I were certain that I could experience that feeling again, I would be all for it. But, I can’t.