Dear Ravi:

If you exercise, you will see: it will jump start some “enthusiasm within”- it’s a biological thing (you studied a lot of biology, so you know).

As far as Jerry, I agree: you are persistent. You do persevere. You are quite amazing this way.

Well, for the purpose of having Jerry communicate with you again, first: can you handle the past jealousy? The anger? Can you be satisfied with what was without wanting more?

If so, what is the plan? Remember the last time you almost communicated with her? You got angry at her sister’s suggestion that you are well.. I don’t want to repeat that immature untruth that she expressed. If you communicate with her, how are you going to deal with her sister’s past words about you?

You have to settle these issues first before launching the next efforts to re-start communication.

let me know. I will be back at the computer in about 10 hours. Take care of you!

anita