Honestly speaking, I’m not expecting anything positive from her. I know she’s been blinded so deeply by her beliefs that she won’t see the truthfulness in my message… rather her sister will sit with her and point out all the hidden perverted meanings that the rapist swine Ravi has cleverly inserted in the message. If she ignores or rejects the message… doesn’t mean I’ll give up. Will just mean I’ll have to send some different kind of message later. Or if worst comes to worst, I’ll try to meet up with her in person someday. I’ll win her back or go to the grave trying. I just need my well wishers to stand by me even if its a seemingly fruitless venture.

I’m drafting the message. It’s not coming out as truthful and honest but more self-depricating. I’m still trying and will surely show you when I’m done. Is there any private messaging system available on this forum?