Dear Ravi:

About your head spinning- that was what happened to me on my two hour walk yesterday as I was thinking about The Lion King and you, at one point it was too much, so I said to myself: relax. Think of it later. If we, here, are getting into intense topics, emotions, please take a break and distract yourself with something else. Then later, come back to the topic. I think we should explore this because it would be for your benefit. I discovered in my experience that there is no downside to seeing reality as it is. So let’s keep seeing it…?

Chang was very special to Tintin and Simba was very special for Musafa. Both Tintin and Mufasa proved their love by action, the risking/ giving of their very lives.

I believe you wanted to be that kind-of special to Jerry. It was not relevant to fight for your life (no airplane crash had occurred/ Tintin and no stampede/ The Lion King), but you needed to be very special to her, have a very special place in her mind and heart. This is why you were so very angry and jealous about her brother or cousin brother.

I think what triggered your need to be special for Jerry is because she already treated you special. That awakened in you the need to be very special in someone’s life.

I have more thoughts. But like I wrote, I have to pace myself and check with you every step of the way. Your thoughts?

anita