Hey! You are such a beautiful perosn and you are not alone on this you got support and we are here for you. So proud of you first of all that you enjoy time by yourself that’s crucial and a step in right direction! How about doing hobbies or going out in the community to events or do something you enjoy and are passionate about you will probably find someone with similar interests! Also you can’t leg your life be over! Don’t give in to the fear and doubt. The fact that you’ll be single forever you still got time honey<3 you are such a beautiful person worthy of love and you will find him I promise. Let him come to you. Work on just being happy remember u deserve to be happy follow your passions enjoy your life sing laugh have joy dance help out and someone will see your shining soul and be the right person for u. U desvee to be treated like a queen and I promise the stuff from the past well it’s just lessons it helps you grow you’ll see that stuff is worth it. Because you will be okay I promise. Talk to a stranger be kind do a axt of kindness join communities online or offline and keep following your bliss and happiness <3 look forward to things everyday and be happy with the people you do have..your family if u talk to them or whoever now is just a learning step. It won’t last forever . you gotta think positive you got this whole beautiful life to live don’t choose to think it’s just over like that. Your happiness is more than getting married and having kids which you’ll do. U gotta have hope and faith and just keep living. You’re doing great and glad u exist<3 it’ll all work out I promise keep smiling beautiful and make a list of stuff u LOCE about you and focus on the good and what’s going right and that the world’s your oyster be hyped out for what’s to come and who you’ll meet atleast with all the people you met you get further to knowing what you want in a partner there’s a reason why you haven’t found him it’s not the time yet.<3 I promise you tho the wait is worth it. You aren’t Silly and you will be okay I promise angel