Hi Anita, thank you so much for your input.

I am restless. I do, and have for some time feel the urge to keep moving. On the one hand, one of my goals is to adventure and explore the world as much as I can – but at the same time, I should be able to appreciate where I am in the current moment, and I don’t seem to be able to. To this day, I don’t feel that I had a rational reason for leaving my ex-boyfriend, other than needing to explore and have my own time, which probably was that restlessness you are talking about. I also do have very high foresight, I visualize and contemplate any and all possibilities, that “grass is greener” idea, and it probably makes this restlessness much worse.

Can you offer any words on how to understand it / move it through? I want to be able to appreciate my current situation. I appreciate your time and your words so much. Thank you.