You are right Anita. People’s job or financial status shouldn’t be their worth. That’s a point of view that my brain logically knows but my ego currently is too inexperienced to realize. Thanks for reminding me. I will take the job and do it proudly. I will feel embarrassed when I run into one of my friends one of these days but I think I need that. When the embarrassment subsides I believe I’ll learn a lesson from it and be a wiser more peaceful person overall.

I want to stop resisting to the flow of life. This must be why this experience is presented to me.