Hi tinysparkofhope,

Glad that the post helped you to gain clarity.

“got me excited about getting up and keep trying again”
This has already shot up your vibrational frequencies to higher states-
Courage (200)
Willingness, Optimism (310)

“maybe all that money hasn’t been wasted, just because i cannot make them work for me, doesn’t meant it wouldn’t work for others”
Yes the money is not wasted. It is not a coincidence that the Universe dragged you to do those courses. There is always a Higher Purpose going on around our lives and we come to know of it at a later stage. It will work for you when you work it out for others.

“Just hope i can keep the fear of poverty at bay, it is going to be hard but i will try.”
You are already equipped with several self-help techniques and they target the removal of fear.

When you get to those low states, remember…..
Danger is real, but Fear is not real.

Fear is False Evidence Appearing Real. It is mind made.
Recharge yourself by Feeling Excited And Ready

Regards,
VJ