CMI,

“I know the pain and longing that comes with remembering the “good” times, but you have to be strong and see the whole picture and do what is best for yourself in the long run. Tell yourself that the longing is for the experience of love, closeness, caring, happiness, etc., with someone that is good for you, someone that treats you right, someone with whom you can be in a long-term, positive, beneficial relations ship, but NOT him.” THIS is so true. I have to keep telling myself this everyday. There is someone out there who will not lie to me, disappear on me and blame me. Someone who will be honest, trustworthy, caring & loving. Someone who will treat me the way I deserve to be treated. Thank you again. I pray it does get easier.

Butterfly