Dear anita,

you are absolutely right. I have had so much time lately to think about a lot of things and reflect on my mistakes, my behavior and direction in life. There were events that led to other events and so on leading me to such a situation that I had no firm ground under my feet to stand on and assert myself, and I have learned some lessons.
I do pray however, and need a pinch of good luck for finding a suitable and available job, because at the moment I seem to be unable to find one that is available and that approves of me. It seems that what I am doing at the moment, checking job boards and applying, isn’t working for some reason, the way it worked for me before. This used to be my thing, being able to find the right job and get it, giving advise to people on how to edit their CVs and how to answer interview questions. I have helped some people before. And now I need this skill of mine more than ever, but things have change and it is no longer working or me…