Anita,

No, the counselling did nothing for me, nor did the anti-depressants I had before I got the counselling. As I said it comes in waves I could feel fine one day and then the next day I would just not want to wake up because I feel as though I have no purpose and it wouldn’t change the world if I just disappeared (just to be clear I’m not suicidal).

I have reached my goal which was to do better for myself financially, and in relationships; which I have done and yet I can not come up with any goals for the future that would do much more for me besides a bit of extra money, which I don’t need.

So yes I feel goal-less and I cannot think of any goals related to things I enjoy because I don’t seem to enjoy anything anymore.

Martin