Dear loniefaye,
I also suffer from anxiety and I can understand the toll it takes on our lives. ı am very sorry you are going through this tough time but please stay strong and try to use this time to spend more time with yourself and heal yourself as calling him will most probably push him farther and make u feel worse. No matter how much we are close to people some roads are meant to be walked alone in life and I hope you find some solace in spending time with your kids. anxiety is hard which means you have to do an extra work to keep yourself from spiraling down. It may mean you need more quite time more relaxing exercises and healthier choices more than the average person. I can assure you that there is nothing wrong with you sometimes people grow apart it is not your fault. Love yourself more than ever now and soon you will be with someone who appreciates every crazy anxious fiber of your being. I will keep you in my prayers. It is a cliche but its true that sometimes things fall apart to make way for better things to come along. this pain wont last forever. İ am sending you so much love and support. If you feel alone keep updating us here will be there to cheer you on. xx
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