Hi beautiful person so proud of you! You keep growingnand learning and LOOK HOW FAR YOU CAME, you arment letting bad experiences define you , good. Learning from them and letting go and using the information you learned can help others too and you make mistakes to learn next time and its beautiful! its alright these things all happened for a reason so proud of you look at you you are a more positive joyful person that can help others, remind yourself of how far you hage come and dont compare remember we all are diferent and all have something unique to bring to earth keep focusing on your happiness living your life mindfulness helping others and creating the life you love, wish you all the best in life, keep inspiring being your great self and you keep growing and learning you always hage the qbility to be happy. Dont wish for what used to be because now yoy have more and learned more best of luck in life HOORAY SO EXCITING, good luck to you Mahesh!