Hi beautiful theres no shame in peeing or pooping your bfs parents do it too we all do u can take some comfort inthat, i know honey itll pass i promise for now be open to them about it take small baby steps, realize everyone and you poops but you matter and if u dont feel ckfortable otsnttoally ok you will get through this its not silly at all, try eating more grains fruit and fibre for healthier poops and squatting with your knees more up im sorry bout the bowel syndrome, you will ge t through this feeling and itll all be ok, remind yourself someone knowing i am pooping doesnt make me look like a freak or gross, we all poop and i am a good beautiful pereon, which YOU ARE so i hooe that can helpa lik, no matter what someone might judge but thisnis good because this is making you be more confident being you and doing what u need to do, i used to feel thid at peoples houses but jm like yo frick it i hsve to so imma go, and to minimze noise you can put a wad of paper to catch it or something so it doesnt make a plop sound or turn on something that makes noise, and progably other people feel the way u do but you all are doing great and will deal with this and be ok, your pooping is okay you are still amazing nothing wkllc change this, bless u have a great life Love Leni ♡Livelovelifeleni Positivity&Motivation ♡