Dear Csaba:

Yes, I do want some details on the following:

1. “I received a lot of love, I was against touching however, I never kissed my mother until I was 18, nowadays I actually need it a lot of times.”-

What do you mean you were “against touching”? What kind of touching and by whom? Since what age, in what circumstances?

When you wrote that you nowadays “need it a lot of times” need touching, you mean? By whom? By your mother?

2. “father … was also the one who was less strict.” How was your mother strict with you?

3. “My mother was he one who taught me how to “feel” it was hard for me, for the first 20 years I never dared to have many feelings”- what do you mean, she taught you how to “feel”? What was hard for you? And why didn’t you dare have many feelings?

4. “she was a really feminine and strict mother”- how was she feminine and how is it connected to her being strict?

anita