Dear Anita,

Thank you for taking the time to explain this further, and for being so comprehensive about all of this . I do understand what you are saying.

I have been seeing my therapist for over two years now. I did tell him about this I believe. I believe he thinks my anxiety has another source which we still didn’t find. He seems to think there is a part of me that “kills things off” when things become close or alive with other people or even with myself. I believe he thinks the reason is more related to my parents, but he usually doesn’t answer direct or general questions so much such as “why is this happening”, because I think he doesn’t want to label me or my experiences or impose one interpretation on me.

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