Hi Anita..

honestly…I’ve just blocked and unblocked him twice in an hour..without communication with him :/ But you’re right.
I need to maybe just do it, stick to it and then work on me.

I know he needs to probably talk to someone and deal with his distrust and fear and getting hurt but he won’t. He is very set in his ways and stubborn and you’re right, no amount of reaching out works, I’ve tried, said all I can.
It’s just hard because I love him and I thought that would be enough, which I know isn’t the best way to think.