Dear allicia:

Struggling with this dilemma: what program to study? and then: to drop out and start another program or to graduate? has been causing you a huge amount of distress.

If you get to a point of clarity and a resolution, a clear choice, you will feel at peace.

How to get there?

Evaluate the situation thoroughly- and since I am not involved in your life situation- I for one have a better chance at seeing things that are too foggy for you, because of your distress.

If you’d like to evaluate your life situation with me- let’s do that:

For that purpose, I need to understand a couple of things you wrote:

1. ” I am also really bad at designing spaces, all those technical stuff as well. I am barely making it.” Designing spaces is elementary for architects, isn’t it? That is the main thing architecture is about, the basic definition of architecture? How bad are you at it? Do you have still a difficulty imagining a 3-D structure, looking at it from different angles? And the “technical stuff”- do you mean technical stuff necessary to function as an architect?

Any progress through the time on the program regarding designing spaces and the technical stuff?

2. “… to just finish it, but what I am gonna do next? I’m going to be at the same place as now.” Meaning, if you graduate the architecture program, what will happen next? You know what country you live in, the enconomy, what other architectures do for a living… so what do you believe will be next, if and after graduating. What will life be like next?

anita