Hello. I couldn’t sleep and eat, I could not even move – I was that scared. So I let go. I stayed.
I am reading what I have said and I must be crazy or something. I feel like maybe there is another problem and I don’t need to make any decision but go to therapist.
Higher education in my country is really important and I can make masters degree in something else. I feel in a hurry but why exactly…? Why droping out makes me THAT afraid (or maybe it is normal?). That you have hallucinations, cannot sleep, have pounding heart and everything. All people around me are so irritated by me right know. That is not a surprise for me ;-). Do I have some sort of psychological ilness? Is it THAT important and difficult?
If nobody answer I am not even angry. That is so weird how irritating I am right know.