My mom? As selfish as this may sound i’m kinda relieved I don’t got to worry about her anymore.

My money? if I could give it all away I would. I feel like i’m supposed to live my life depressed but as long as I am alive I need to help people. I dunno how to describe it, but I can feel it…I just want to help people. I feel like I want to get into a trade and make as much money as I can and use enough money to just get by and the rest on helping people or animals…world would be a better place if people gave a shit about one another! I used to be this way then I seemed to have changed with this job I am at around these people, started thinking of myself only! How can I make MY life better? more money means more things to buy, oh boy i’ll surely be happy then! WRONG! then once the woman quit the job i’m at I started changing back to my old self again slowly…and I want to stay this way because I realize life is better this way.