Ninja, I see where you’re coming from. It’s just I thought she would be different. I had former vest friends and I thought molly would be completely different. I haven’t spoken to her and I’m never going to talk to her again. I’m Not looking for that special friend anymore because I’m going to put myself first. When my therapist told me that life is too short, I was telling myself that I have to start taking better care of myself. I don’t want to live a life of trying to make someone stay in my life anymore.